wow

2007-06-23T03:13:47Z

fucked uppppp

kellyyyjean @ 2007-05-18T00:45:00

2007-05-18T05:45:30Z

Karma is finally in my favor.

kellyyyjean @ 2007-05-04T16:59:00

2007-05-04T22:05:23Z

I would just like to announce to everyone that the boy you see to the right is all mine. He's the only one capable of putting up with my shit, my stubborness, and my difficult personality. He hogs all the covers at night so I freeze to death all the time...but he's amazing nonetheless. I wouldn't give him up for the world, and you stupid myspace hoes need to stop hitting on him, it's really fucking annoying.

By the way sorry if Im crabby lately. The doctors have me hopped up on steroids to reduce the swelling of an inflammatory muscle in my arm, cuz it was blocking my nerves and circulation to my right hand. Steroids make you pretty irratable and hyperactive.

Speaking of which, I really want to clean my room.

kellyyyjean @ 2007-05-02T16:30:00

2007-05-02T21:31:34Z

So there's this boy...

and he needs to stop hogging all the covers at night.

kellyyyjean @ 2007-03-11T21:26:00

2007-03-12T02:26:56Z

you know what, ive become a much happier person with you in my life.

kellyyyjean @ 2007-02-08T21:40:00

2007-02-09T03:45:49Z

Things have been going rather well lately.
Slumber parties at my dads house are amazing.
and Im really glad Im done with all the silly drama.
Its nice to not have stupid boys in my life.

I feel relaxed.
half-assed.
My ribs have been killing me for some odd reason.
I might have that looked at.
But I will give it awhile to see if it goes away or not.

Anyways
Slumber party number 3 at my dads tonight.
[=

The following people I must see soon:
x Criss
x Amanda Marx
Sandy
Chelsea Mae
Bri Marie
Samantha
x Anna Justine
x Kerri
Erin Grant
Alicia
x Adam Hart
x Matthew Massacre! haaha
x Aaron
Jake Hill
Aaron
Willam Davis
Jackson
x Dan Godar
x Danny James
andddd I cant think of anyone else right now.
<3

(the x means i saw them this week)

goodnight.

kellyyyjean @ 2007-01-30T22:27:00

2007-01-31T04:27:39Z

I need someone to go to prom with me.

/=

kellyyyjean @ 2007-01-17T22:43:00

2007-01-18T04:47:23Z

I have made more friends in the past two months then I ever thought imaginable,
and I love every single one of them.
I hope to grow with you and form something long lasting.
As well as strengthening my bonds with the friends I already have.

I just want to be closer to everyone.

Lifes too short, stop being angry.

Also, I closed a big chapter in my life yesterday.
It was hardest thing ever, but it had to be done.
I think it was for the best.
Hopefully we can be friends some day again.

"If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back to you, its yours.
If it doesnt, it never was."

kellyyyjean @ 2007-01-05T08:54:00

2007-01-05T08:54:32Z

Dannnnggggg memories can really get the best of you..

kellyyyjean @ 2006-12-19T22:23:00

2006-12-20T04:25:51Z

Im getting a new phone sometime this week
finally!

Im switching from verizon to t-mobile
that way I can have my UNLIMITED TEXTING
Im changing my number as well

anyways

leave your name
and your numbaa below

that way I can call you,
or text!

xoxoxo

kellyyyjean @ 2006-12-12T04:17:00

2006-12-12T04:17:31Z

I'm sick of being the rebound girl.

kellyyyjean @ 2006-12-04T05:55:00

2006-12-04T05:55:59Z

I have the best friends imaginable.

Enough said.

kellyyyjean @ 2006-11-13T03:31:00

2006-11-13T03:31:19Z

i wish that my jigsaw puzzle would finally be complete. because as of right now i feel like over are half the pieces gone. and im so anxious to figure out what goes where, whats lost, whats missing, and what i already have. whats stable. im tired of seeing only part of things, i want the whole damn picture. stop hiding it from me. im ready for it. ive been waiting for it..

kellyyyjean @ 2006-10-31T04:05:00

2006-10-31T04:07:50Z

Last night was such a russsshhh.

kellyyyjean @ 2006-08-12T13:37:00

2006-08-12T18:38:34Z

grow the fuck up alex cook
youre fucking ridiculous

Fkn Sincere (12:51:58 ): hi
kellyyy jean (12:52:12): hiiiiiii
Fkn Sincere (12:52:44): how are you?
kellyyy jean (12:54:18 ): im fine, how are youuuu?
Fkn Sincere (12:55:06 ): im alright
kellyyy jean (12:57:22 ): yeah
Fkn Sincere ( 12:57:56): what are you up to?
kellyyy jean (12:59:33 ): not much
Fkn Sincere ( 1:00:27): alright i'm just going to go away now
kellyyy jean (1:02:48 ): oke, i dont know why but okeee
Fkn Sincere (1:03:54 AM): i just
Fkn Sincere (1:05:50 AM): i'm fucken sick of trying to make nice with people i guess. i like you guys and all (you, jake, maria) but none of you get me. jake's is childish as fuck. throws tantrums n shit. maria always sides with jake and kneels to his everyfucken plea. and you seem to follow those too
kellyyy jean (1:06:21 AM): nah
Fkn Sincere (1:06:31 AM): i'm just always on my own. which is cool, i'm used to it. but goddamnit what the fuck is with my friends
kellyyy jean (1:06:32 AM): im my own person, i dont need to follow shit
kellyyy jean (1:06:48 AM): im sarcastic as hell, and will say what i want
Fkn Sincere (1:07:29 AM): it just seems like you follow them then i guess
Fkn Sincere (1:07:49 AM): i dunno. its not really you. its fucken mr. and mrs. asshole
Fkn Sincere (1:09:16 AM): like seriously who the FUCK throws a temper tant. cuz of different views on a definition
Fkn Sincere (1:09:37 AM): besides jake and my five year old cousin
kellyyy jean (1:09:48 AM): i dont know why you talk all this shit about jake
kellyyy jean (1:09:54 AM): you guys have been friends for how long
kellyyy jean (1:09:55 AM): /=
kellyyy jean (1:10:02 AM): and they arent assholes
kellyyy jean (1:10:08 AM): they are just sarcastic like you are
Fkn Sincere (1:10:20 AM): they are nothing like me
kellyyy jean (1:10:38 AM): think what you want
Fkn Sincere (1:10:53 AM): i know who i am. and i believe in what i say
Fkn Sincere (1:11:10 AM): no one changes me but me and stick to my fucking convictions
Fkn Sincere (1:11:40 AM): unlike jake "fuck kids advertising straight edge"
Fkn Sincere (1:11:52 AM): few months later wearing a goddamn tshirt
Fkn Sincere (1:12:10 AM): he's a goddamn sellout like everyone else
kellyyy jean (1:12:21 AM): whatever
kellyyy jean (1:12:30 AM): i cant believe you are bashing your own friend
Fkn Sincere (1:12:31 AM): fuck emo kids and then wears a fucken kill hannah shirt
Fkn Sincere (1:12:43 AM): he's not my friend anymore
kellyyy jean (1:12:45 AM): i fucking love kill hannah
kellyyy jean (1:13:00 AM): and i own a kill hannah shirt
Fkn Sincere (1:13:18 AM): i dont give a fuck what you love or what you think. jake bashes on emo kids and wears goddamn kill hannah tshirts
Fkn Sincere (1:13:28 AM): he's fucken full of it
kellyyy jean (1:13:44 AM): well i would like to inform you that kill hannah isnt emo
Fkn Sincere (1:13:54 AM): what the fuck ever
Fkn Sincere (1:14:02 AM): yea it is
kellyyy jean (1:14:13 AM): emo is like fucking bright eyes and death cab for cutie
kellyyy jean (1:14:29 AM): and honestly every single fucking music ever created is emo
kellyyy jean (1:14:36 AM): BECAUSE IT MEANS EMOTIONAL
Fkn Sincere (1:14:43 AM): well according to the fucken great jake emo is EVERYTHING WITH ANY TYPE OF SINGING
Fkn Sincere (1:15:14 AM): hey i'm not the one with the fucken problem with emo music and people
Fkn Sincere (1:15:20 AM): i'm talking about jake ya ass
kellyyy jean (1:16:46 AM): well i have never heard him say a single thing about emo kids
kellyyy jean (1:16:48 AM): but okay
Fkn Sincere (1:17:19 AM): heh he could go on and on for hours about what he thinks about other people
Fkn Sincere (1:17:38 AM): which is part of why your stand point on jake makes me laugh
Fkn Sincere (1:17:43 AM): you think i'm talking shit
kellyyy jean (1:17:53 AM): well im sure you could go on for hours about people as well
Fkn Sincere (1:17:54 AM): jake is a whole goddamn new world for that
kellyyy jean (1:17:57 AM): and im sure everyone can
Fkn Sincere (1:18:08 AM): only a fucken coward like him
Fkn Sincere (1:18:27 AM): i know jake like that back of my hand
kellyyy jean (1:18:32 AM): i dont think you do
Fkn Sincere (1:18:52 AM): i respect everything about his past with his parents and his hard life
kellyyy jean (1:18:58 AM): and why did you act all cool with him earlier only to be an asshole to him later
Fkn Sincere (1:19:01 AM): but fucken a that kid is backward
Fkn Sincere (1:19:19 AM): because i just decided this now
Fkn Sincere (1:19:26 AM): i fucking hate him
kellyyy jean (1:19:38 AM): wow
kellyyy jean (1:19:43 AM): thats ridiculous
Fkn Sincere (1:19:46 AM): i never said any of this about him before
Fkn Sincere (1:19:56 AM): why, you gotta decide sometime
Fkn Sincere (1:20:10 AM): i'm sick of hanging out with someone like him
kellyyy jean (1:20:35 AM): well then i guess you would get sick of hanging out with me
Fkn Sincere (1:20:40 AM): i might as well tell the world i'm a betrayer myself
Fkn Sincere (1:20:58 AM): no just jake.
Fkn Sincere (1:21:02 AM): and maria around jake
Fkn Sincere (1:21:29 AM): but why would you hang out with a fucken asshole like me anyway. i mean seriously what the fuck does a guy like me have
Fkn Sincere (1:21:30 AM): truth
Fkn Sincere (1:21:32 AM): thats it
Fkn Sincere (1:21:42 AM): useless in this fucken world obviously
kellyyy jean (1:21:47 AM): well youve got your truth messed the fuck up
Fkn Sincere (1:21:59 AM): you dont know jake kelly
Fkn Sincere (1:22:02 AM): i'm sorry
Fkn Sincere (1:22:06 AM): you havent seen it all
Fkn Sincere (1:22:16 AM): you will if you keep hanging with him
Fkn Sincere (1:22:21 AM): trust me
Fkn Sincere (1:22:41 AM): but why the fuck would you trust me when you could trust a real betrayer like jake
kellyyy jean (1:22:49 AM): jake isnt a betrayer
Fkn Sincere (1:22:58 AM): he betrayed me
kellyyy jean (1:23:08 AM): how
Fkn Sincere (1:24:45 AM): fucken piss me off. pretendiing like hes a true friend
Fkn Sincere (1:25:01 AM): pretending like i need him and that he's there for me
Fkn Sincere (1:25:12 AM): he's so goddamn full of it
kellyyy jean (1:25:19 AM): and so are you
Fkn Sincere (1:25:25 AM): hes spitting in my face thinking i'm stupid
Fkn Sincere (1:25:31 AM): like i'll actually trust him
Fkn Sincere (1:25:50 AM): i know him. and he is everything but true
kellyyy jean (1:26:07 AM): thats such bullshit
Fkn Sincere (1:26:17 AM): whatever.
kellyyy jean (1:26:20 AM): maria and jake are fucking nice people
Fkn Sincere (1:26:27 AM): i dont even know why i'm talking to you about this
kellyyy jean (1:26:35 AM): and true, and genuine, and fucking sweet as hell
kellyyy jean (1:26:41 AM): i dont know what your problem is
kellyyy jean (1:26:55 AM): all i know is that you are being pretty fucking shady
Fkn Sincere (1:26:55 AM): you have no idea
kellyyy jean (1:27:15 AM): and i just decided that i dont like you, and you probably shouldnt talk to me, because you are fucking ridiculous to talk this much shit
Fkn Sincere (1:27:27 AM): i would be shady if he was still my friend
Fkn Sincere (1:27:30 AM): but hes not
Fkn Sincere (1:28:17 AM): i decided it fully just now but i've had all this shit in my head since i met him
kellyyy jean (1:28:23 AM): wow
Fkn Sincere (1:28:27 AM): this is where i draw the fucking line
kellyyy jean (1:28:48 AM): well maybe you should have decided not to be his friend when you first fucking met him then
kellyyy jean (1:28:54 AM): if hes that bad of a fucking person
kellyyy jean (1:29:16 AM): which he isnt
Fkn Sincere (1:29:18 AM): yea well we all make mistakes in life kelly
kellyyy jean (1:29:23 AM): i just think you have some serious issues
Fkn Sincere (1:29:24 AM): sorry i'm not perfect like you
kellyyy jean (1:29:29 AM): and you need to take them elsewhere
kellyyy jean (1:29:38 AM): because im done listening to you bash my friends
Fkn Sincere (1:29:44 AM): you dont even know me
kellyyy jean (1:29:50 AM): good, and i dont want to
Fkn Sincere (1:30:03 AM): you cant just judge people you dont know
kellyyy jean (1:30:15 AM): well i am judging from what i do know
kellyyy jean (1:30:21 AM): and from everything you just said
Fkn Sincere (1:30:30 AM): yea
Fkn Sincere (1:30:37 AM): fuck the truth right
Fkn Sincere (1:30:40 AM): over rated
Fkn Sincere (1:30:43 AM): fuck you
kellyyy jean (1:30:59 AM): your truth is fucked up
Fkn Sincere (1:31:13 AM): no my truth is THE TRUTH
kellyyy jean (1:31:17 AM): not really
Fkn Sincere (1:31:18 AM): i'm done with jake
Fkn Sincere (1:31:25 AM): what the fuck dont you get about that
kellyyy jean (1:31:28 AM): YOUR TRUTH IS JUST A FUCKING OPINION
Fkn Sincere (1:31:45 AM): if you had all this shit built up to you'd explode as well
kellyyy jean (1:31:52 AM): now seriously, stop talking to me, because you are just pissing me off
Fkn Sincere (1:31:53 AM): dont act as if your shit doesnt stink
Fkn Sincere (1:32:16 AM): your fucken pissing me off. cuz you just like everyone else kelly
Fkn Sincere (1:32:17 AM): fuck you
Fkn Sincere signed off at 1:32:52 AM.

seriously

Kelly Jean

wow